I've been thinking a lot about this space I have here for a while now. What it used to be. What it seems to be now. What I want it to be in the future. I have come to zero conclusions except that I think I have had too many expectations (ie: I read too many amazing blogs and then do the comparing thing) and I just need to be myself...and be okay with what that is right now.
My space here will never be perfect. I will never have a post with no mistakes in it. My thoughts may be shallow and scattered and I very well may roll my eyes when I come back and read them later. I will never (I highly doubt) blog consistently (remember that one time when I had four kids? yeah. that.) but I've decided to not walk away from it even though it's sporadic and the writing-of-the-thoughts are few and far between because this place, my space, it's like a mini-journal of my life with the people that fill my heart. I can't write for anyone else but me and I have to just write what I write and leave it at that.